Im not looking for your sympathy......

I'm not blogging to get sympathy from anyone... I'm doing it to escape this harsh reality that I'm living. I'm doing it to release the anger and the pain. Its my cyber therapy.

A just because moment.

So, all of a sudden I got this urge to just write. I don't know what and I don't know why but here I am. Sitting here just letting the words flow from thought to screen. If anyone decides to read this or follow this, let me introduce my self. I'm Sean, a typical "teenager" whom is living his last month with an age of "teen" attached to it.  I was born January 30, 1991. Do the math if you want to figure out my age. I'm two years out of high school and just now starting college. I have my reasons for waiting, I'll get into that another time. I was born in Queens, NY but really became alive when I moved out to Long Island. That might not make sense to many people, but it's a simple way of saying my life didn't really make sense to me and I didn't start living my life the way I wanted until I moved. I'm gay, out and proud. I guess this is where most of my troubles came from. 
Living in queens and being gay was not easy. Kids were cruel there. Don't get me wrong they are the same way here but it just seemed like life would have been much more difficult if i was openly gay then. I moved out to Long Island when I was 15, and it was the best thing to every happen to me...... If I jump around a lot, I apologize. Writing is not my best skill but it is nice to just let everything flow free. But now that I rambled on about how I "got here", let me get back to why I'm doing this.....
Talking is not my way of dealing with issues. I'm not a talker.. Not sure why, but I can sit here and pour my heart out to random strangers whom might come across this. I have so much to say so much on my mind. Years and years of built up stress, issues, problems, concerns that I just want to let it all out. So i guess I will have many blogs because my life is an endless circle of "stuff"